Hi, is there no other human doing the DAE application except me?
SOS, i need help.
You think guanyinma talks to jesus and ghandi? If yes, i'll pray to her now she can can convey my prayers to them = More accurate.
Sorry, desperate people sometimes do not make much sense.
I'll hit myself on the head now and concuss till..... the enrolment date is over.
Don't wake me up.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Another 1 wouldn't hurt, would it?
Which?
Going to spend another 3-digit on something which may be redundant to most of you.
And actually.. Me.
I just love seeing the pretty glass bottles rest in my cabinet.
And when you slowly tow out the cabinet, the scent greeting you is amazing.
OKAY I AM EXAGGERATING.
Hi, Lola, you'll be mine soon.
And actually.. Me.
I just love seeing the pretty glass bottles rest in my cabinet.
And when you slowly tow out the cabinet, the scent greeting you is amazing.
OKAY I AM EXAGGERATING.
Hi, Lola, you'll be mine soon.
Monday, January 4, 2010
#1
Can't describe my love for you.
Sorry for being the worst daugther ever but I'm glad you are forever there;
I love you. Forever.
(blogged using blogpress using iPhone)
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Friday, January 1, 2010
My make up smeared eyes
I know i need to stop doing this.
Stop talking about you.
Stop letting my world revolve around you.
Stop letting you revolve around my world.
Stop deceiving myself.
Stop loving you.
Do you know, it will be our first anniversary in 12 days to come?
Hah, bet you have forgotten.
But it's okay.
It's supposedly, our first.
Fuck i know i ruin this song but i just felt like singing:
Okay it won't load. Destined or vhat?
Monday, December 28, 2009
2010
2010 is going to arrive in 3 more days?
Every year when a new year approaches, everyone will say, "Fuck, this is the worst year ever." Maybe every year is a bad year. I don't know about you but i feel this year equally bad.
But let's not be bias towards 2009, let's draw up a list and see the good and bad side of the year.
January:
1) I met the most brilliant guy God has ever created and; (+)
2) I fell for him so deep, i still find myself stuggling in the pit of love (+)
3) Received my 0's results - Fucked up (-)
4) Beggars can't be choosers so my choices were fucked up too (-)
5) We were still in love (+)
6) Granny was hospitalised (-)
Febuary:
1) Finally celebrated a decent Valentine's Day with someone whom i truly love (+)
2) My very first picnic made memorable because of Louis (+)
3) The worst CNY (-)
4) Granny still in hospital (-)
5) Still loving Louis(+)
March:
1) Got enrolled into NYP School of Interactive and Digital Media (Neutral)
2) Orientation was a load of boring bull (-)
3) Met Shili and had a group of fab people as classmates (+)
4) Granny still ill (-)
5) The affection for Louis was still brewing strong (+)
April:
1) School was exciting for me since i hadn't attended school since Nov 08 (+)
2) Then, school was motherfucking zapping all of my energy and i hated design from then on (-)
3) Classmates and friends were still good (+)
4) Still loving Louis (+)
May:
1) Finally got my macbook pro at 3.6k (+)
2) Now it's retailing at 2+ k (-------)
3) School was bad, F for all modules (-)
4) Still loving Louis (+)
April:
1) I didn't blog so i can't remember (-)
2) Still loving Louis (+)
June:
1) Wanted to audition for singapore idol but was way too nervous so i backed out (-)
2) The audition was extended so i kinda changed my mind again (+)
3) Passed the Producers' round singing Sway and Cry (+)
4) Friends despised me and thought i couldn't pass the next one (-)
5) Passed the Judges' round singing Cry (+)
6) Had Kailin, my bestfriend with me all the time, couldn't make it without her (+)
7) Bootcamp ticket (+)
8) Rough patch with Louis (-)
9) Still loving Louis (+)
July:
1) Bootcamp with the other 99 idol hopefuls (-)
2) Hated most of them at the first sight (-)
3) Then realised all of them are really nice people whom really made a huge impact in my life (+)
4) I love them a lot (+)
5) But hate a few a lot too (-/+?)
6) Got eliminated at top 40 and we bade our goodbyes (-)
7) Back home to see my family (+)
8) The hamsters Louis gave me gave birth to another 4 (+)
9) Still loving Louis (+)
August:
1) I got fucked by the cyberworld after the first episode of idol (-)
2) The amount of hate fans was enough to form a new country (-)
3) My first time watching the NDP Live with my favourite boy (+)
4) He had a hard time getting those tickets but i was being an ass (-)
5) We squabbled before the show and fought after too (-)
6) We fought we broke up we kissed we made out (+)
7) Louis' birthday was kept really simple because i was tight on budget (-)
8) I cabbed to his place at 12mn and surprised him with a birthday cake/song/banner (+)
9) My first time seeing him in home clothes, i love it (+)
10) Second picnic with him at the same venue (+)
11) Still loving him (+)
September:
1) Because i failed so many modules, it's evident i had to repeat the whole semester (-)
2) Which i didn't want to so i dropped out from NYP (-)
3) I was at dire straits because staying behind for another sem wouldnt' help (-)
4) I can't draw for nutz (-)
5) I wasted about 10k for the 4 months in NYP (-)
6) My friends were talking behind my back, saying i'm good for nothing (-)
7) My birthday was spent with Louis (+)
8) Surprised by shili and co (+)
9) Had fish & co and Louis dedicated a song for me (+)
10) The vocalist knew i was the ahlian and said it out loud (-)
11) Still in love with Louis (+)
October:
1) Found a job at Best of Blogshops (+)
2) Met another bunch of fantabulous people (+)
3) Had to work 10 hours a day, 5.5 days a week (-)
4) I barely even had time for myself (-)
5) I missed Louis so much (-)
6) Customers there were really nice to me, i loved them too (+)
7) Hated friends who came by just to laugh at my situation (-)
8) Hated customers who kept calling me ahlian (-)
9) Loaned Chee Shu Yi/ Shuyi Hepburn money and she refused to pay up
10) Still loving Louis (+)
November:
1) Still working (-/+)
2) Greatgranny passed on (-)
3) She was there since the day i pried open my eyes, she was someone there all the time, but we treated her as someone invisible (-)
4) I regret not loving her when she was all sick and weak on bed (-)
5) She had 3 generations to look after her but only my maid did everything (-)
6) I miss her so much (-)
7) Louis and i broke up (-)
8) Worse period of the year, worst year of the time (-)
9) Seemed like nothing i did could win his heart over (-)
10) He doesn't love me anymore (-)
11) Still loving him (+)
12) Loaned Chee Shu Yi/ Shuyi Hepburn money and she refused to pay up
December:
1) Tendered my resignation at Best of Blogshops (+)
2) Never trust someone so easily (-)
3) Transformed into a couch potato (-)
4) First time celebratin christmas, not a blast, but the company made up for it (+)
5) He still doesn't love me (-)
6) I've given up trying but there's no way im going to stop loving him (-)
7) Still loving him (-/+)
8) Loaned Chee Shu Yi/ Shuyi Hepburn money and she refused to pay up
Okay that is how boring 2009 is for me. I've been really good this year.
I don't even want to try out new things or attempt to know more people.
I guess Louis changed me. And the whole year is all about him.
Now he's left, i don't know what the new year has in store for me.
In short: I fucking hate Year 2009.
Every year when a new year approaches, everyone will say, "Fuck, this is the worst year ever." Maybe every year is a bad year. I don't know about you but i feel this year equally bad.
But let's not be bias towards 2009, let's draw up a list and see the good and bad side of the year.
January:
1) I met the most brilliant guy God has ever created and; (+)
2) I fell for him so deep, i still find myself stuggling in the pit of love (+)
3) Received my 0's results - Fucked up (-)
4) Beggars can't be choosers so my choices were fucked up too (-)
5) We were still in love (+)
6) Granny was hospitalised (-)
Febuary:
1) Finally celebrated a decent Valentine's Day with someone whom i truly love (+)
2) My very first picnic made memorable because of Louis (+)
3) The worst CNY (-)
4) Granny still in hospital (-)
5) Still loving Louis(+)
March:
1) Got enrolled into NYP School of Interactive and Digital Media (Neutral)
2) Orientation was a load of boring bull (-)
3) Met Shili and had a group of fab people as classmates (+)
4) Granny still ill (-)
5) The affection for Louis was still brewing strong (+)
April:
1) School was exciting for me since i hadn't attended school since Nov 08 (+)
2) Then, school was motherfucking zapping all of my energy and i hated design from then on (-)
3) Classmates and friends were still good (+)
4) Still loving Louis (+)
May:
1) Finally got my macbook pro at 3.6k (+)
2) Now it's retailing at 2+ k (-------)
3) School was bad, F for all modules (-)
4) Still loving Louis (+)
April:
1) I didn't blog so i can't remember (-)
2) Still loving Louis (+)
June:
1) Wanted to audition for singapore idol but was way too nervous so i backed out (-)
2) The audition was extended so i kinda changed my mind again (+)
3) Passed the Producers' round singing Sway and Cry (+)
4) Friends despised me and thought i couldn't pass the next one (-)
5) Passed the Judges' round singing Cry (+)
6) Had Kailin, my bestfriend with me all the time, couldn't make it without her (+)
7) Bootcamp ticket (+)
8) Rough patch with Louis (-)
9) Still loving Louis (+)
July:
1) Bootcamp with the other 99 idol hopefuls (-)
2) Hated most of them at the first sight (-)
3) Then realised all of them are really nice people whom really made a huge impact in my life (+)
4) I love them a lot (+)
5) But hate a few a lot too (-/+?)
6) Got eliminated at top 40 and we bade our goodbyes (-)
7) Back home to see my family (+)
8) The hamsters Louis gave me gave birth to another 4 (+)
9) Still loving Louis (+)
August:
1) I got fucked by the cyberworld after the first episode of idol (-)
2) The amount of hate fans was enough to form a new country (-)
3) My first time watching the NDP Live with my favourite boy (+)
4) He had a hard time getting those tickets but i was being an ass (-)
5) We squabbled before the show and fought after too (-)
6) We fought we broke up we kissed we made out (+)
7) Louis' birthday was kept really simple because i was tight on budget (-)
8) I cabbed to his place at 12mn and surprised him with a birthday cake/song/banner (+)
9) My first time seeing him in home clothes, i love it (+)
10) Second picnic with him at the same venue (+)
11) Still loving him (+)
September:
1) Because i failed so many modules, it's evident i had to repeat the whole semester (-)
2) Which i didn't want to so i dropped out from NYP (-)
3) I was at dire straits because staying behind for another sem wouldnt' help (-)
4) I can't draw for nutz (-)
5) I wasted about 10k for the 4 months in NYP (-)
6) My friends were talking behind my back, saying i'm good for nothing (-)
7) My birthday was spent with Louis (+)
8) Surprised by shili and co (+)
9) Had fish & co and Louis dedicated a song for me (+)
10) The vocalist knew i was the ahlian and said it out loud (-)
11) Still in love with Louis (+)
October:
1) Found a job at Best of Blogshops (+)
2) Met another bunch of fantabulous people (+)
3) Had to work 10 hours a day, 5.5 days a week (-)
4) I barely even had time for myself (-)
5) I missed Louis so much (-)
6) Customers there were really nice to me, i loved them too (+)
7) Hated friends who came by just to laugh at my situation (-)
8) Hated customers who kept calling me ahlian (-)
9) Loaned Chee Shu Yi/ Shuyi Hepburn money and she refused to pay up
10) Still loving Louis (+)
November:
1) Still working (-/+)
2) Greatgranny passed on (-)
3) She was there since the day i pried open my eyes, she was someone there all the time, but we treated her as someone invisible (-)
4) I regret not loving her when she was all sick and weak on bed (-)
5) She had 3 generations to look after her but only my maid did everything (-)
6) I miss her so much (-)
7) Louis and i broke up (-)
8) Worse period of the year, worst year of the time (-)
9) Seemed like nothing i did could win his heart over (-)
10) He doesn't love me anymore (-)
11) Still loving him (+)
12) Loaned Chee Shu Yi/ Shuyi Hepburn money and she refused to pay up
December:
1) Tendered my resignation at Best of Blogshops (+)
2) Never trust someone so easily (-)
3) Transformed into a couch potato (-)
4) First time celebratin christmas, not a blast, but the company made up for it (+)
5) He still doesn't love me (-)
6) I've given up trying but there's no way im going to stop loving him (-)
7) Still loving him (-/+)
8) Loaned Chee Shu Yi/ Shuyi Hepburn money and she refused to pay up
Okay that is how boring 2009 is for me. I've been really good this year.
I don't even want to try out new things or attempt to know more people.
I guess Louis changed me. And the whole year is all about him.
Now he's left, i don't know what the new year has in store for me.
In short: I fucking hate Year 2009.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Current Obsession
Yes?
YES! I got the 100ml yesterday yum yum~
Love is bull
2010 New Year Resolution:
1) Never to fucking fall in love again
2) Fucking not to fall in love again
3) Not to fall in fucking love again
Must make sure I accomplish at least one, just one.
Wake up, Rachael.
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1) Never to fucking fall in love again
2) Fucking not to fall in love again
3) Not to fall in fucking love again
Must make sure I accomplish at least one, just one.
Wake up, Rachael.
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Monday, December 21, 2009
18th December
With Preebaby.
Hahaha that's what i always do when having sakae buffet.
Open the electrical compartment, dump the leftovers inside.
Who ask you want to charge us for wastage of food hehe.
Open the electrical compartment, dump the leftovers inside.
Who ask you want to charge us for wastage of food hehe.
This girl actually asked a passerby to help us take a photo.
I'll never do that! Okay i no ballz.
Oh before meeting her, i had a meetup to do with a seller.
She said it's illegal to do a transaction if the buyer doesn't tap out. True??
Oh and since christmas is around the corner, i got her a dozen of candycanes.
And from her text, she thought it was drugged :<
p/s: Sigh, that was also the day i saw you. I hate that feeling.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Crying,
as i type this.
I told myself i have to lift myself up from this great fall.
Everyday, i try my best not to think of you.
And everyday, i fail.
I am crying now.
Because i just wonder, how did you forget me so easily? After so much, you just erased me off your life as easy as hitting the backspace button on the keyboard. How? Why? When?
I know you are going back to your previous lifestyle.
Have fun without me.
p/s: i go on msn everyday just to see you in my contact list; but we never once talked.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
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